god i had really hoped that i could make it a little bit longer into 2010 to have my first emotional breakdown of the year
apparantely 2010 had other plans
this year fucking sucks already..........
havent rly posted much bout family problems here
lest just say my family is fucked up
between this whole "family feud" going on this past yr and the issues i have on my own
u no i REALLY thought that this shit would be over by the new year, or that someone would be A FUCKING ADULT AND DEAL WITH THIS SHIT
apparantely not....
it just fucking sucks cuz i dont get to express MY fucking feelings.
im not SUPPOSED to express myself too much cuz apparantely that makes me self centered instead of being considerate like im supposed to....
i mean OF COURSE this is about me no matter WHAT my mother says cuz its about MY FUCKING FAMILY and im included in this and i DESERVE A SAY
i just feel like everybody else has gotten to express their anger, whether physical or verbal, EXCEPT ME
fuck it this year looks SO promising....
sorry to bug everybody, just needed a place to vent